This is the hardest blog I have ever set up. Not because I don’t have anything to say, but because I carry so much anger and frustration in me over lack of representation and few bones the mainstream media has thrown us. I think what makes it hardest for me is that I am not sure how to move forward without yelling, screaming, and turning myself into a nuisance. I just feel that is not the answer. That is not the way to move forward. There has to be a middle way… a constructive way.