[Thu 9-2-2004 at 9:12 PM CST]

I'm mad as hell and I'm not taking it anymore!!

I took part in the Great American Shout Out tonight...  and it chilled me to my core to realize that no one was listening.  I don't understand it here.  It is so strange to me to live in a place where people hurt themselves to try to help others.  I don't understand how increasing suffering will make the world a better place.  I don't understand why they just don't care...

Why are you taking it so personally?

Because they doesn't believe I am a full human being.